Hello, long time no blog..
I am currently failing at absolutly bloody everything. Everything. There is nothing I can do that 1000 other people can’t do 1000 times better than me. I donn’t want to try and do my A levels to only end up with D’s or E’s. I don’t evenwant C’s and that the moment thats the highest I’mgoing to be gettinh, so why even bother? Why not just drop out now and get a job?
Because to get a job at 16 with very meadiocore GCSE results I would need some sort of skill, which I lack. I lack any sort of talents because I am just a person here to make up the numbers. It’s people like me that are to blame for overpopulation; the useless ones who bring nothing into the world.
I want to write. I want to be a journalist, or a novelist, or a poet, or a scriptwriter or something, but no, that unrealistic and will never happen. So what do I do? Do I do my A levels, not do particularly well, and then not know what to do? or do I just not know what to do now? Is this what adult life is supposed to be like? Because if it is growing up is overreted.
