I am currently failing at absolutly bloody everything. Everything. There is nothing I can do that 1000 other people can’t do 1000 times better than me. I donn’t want to try and do my A levels to only end up with D’s or E’s. I don’t evenwant C’s and that the moment thats the highest I’mgoing to be gettinh, so why even bother? Why not just drop out now and get a job?

Because to get a job at 16 with very meadiocore GCSE results I would need some sort of skill, which I lack. I lack any sort of talents because I am just a person here to make up the numbers. It’s people like me that are to blame for overpopulation; the useless ones who bring nothing into the world.

I want to write. I want to be a journalist, or a novelist, or a poet, or a scriptwriter or something, but no, that unrealistic and will never happen. So what do I do? Do I do my A levels, not do particularly well, and then not know what to do? or do I just not know what to do now? Is this what adult life is supposed to be like? Because if it is growing up is overreted.

This, from a media class in the so-called Ipod generation? I guess teenagers are too busy mugging Ipods to learn how to work them .

Hello

I made a new youtube video today, it’s the second one I’ve made and I’m fairly happy with it, I figured out how to use the oh-so-high-tech *echem*windowsmoviemaker*echem* editing thingy a bit more, so it looks a bit better than the last one I think.

It was half term this week. I spent most of the week sleeping and seeing friends, which was nice. I’m not really looking forward to going back to college because my friends aren’t there and I’m going to have to start waking up early etc. I still have some homework to do, but I’m just procrastinating and notdoing it for the time being. It sould get done soon enough though.

The good thing about it getting closer to Monday is that it’s also getting closer to Saturday. Some of my friends and I have tickets to see The Mighty Boosh in Brixton tomorow (Saturday) which should be awesomely good, especially considering we have really good seats. I bought the tickets pre-sale and couldn’t choose the seats becauseof that, so it was awesome when the tickets arrived and said we were row A of the circle =].

Also, I’ve decided what i’m being for Halloween. I’m going to be a lolcat, because I’m a nerd. I’m basically going to wear shorts and tights and cat ears and a tail and draw whiskers on and then get a plain t-shirt and write a lolcat thing on it. I’m quite happy with this idea, the other ones I thought of were Old Gregg, or the game (just get a t-shirt and write “You Loose” on it ).

Tasha.

So, I’ve started this new blog. I did have another one on a different site but I haven’t used it for ages and it doesn’t remember my login stuff so I started a new one here.

More to come later on.

Peace,

Tasha.